trauma

that little dog won't get out of my head.

I keep picturing it over and over and its really effecting my mood and my ability to concentrate.

I've been driving ridiculously slow everywhere in fear that a dog or cat will run in front of my car and I won't be able to stop...slow to the point of being annoying not only to everyone behind me, but also to myself.

I feel guilty whenever I look at Joey cuz I have him and those two little girls don't have their little love anymore.

and its really hard for me to drive past the little bloodstain on Bockman.

...i'm pretty sure I've been traumatized.





on a lighter note, there was a guest leader at my weight watchers meeting today. A really motivating, jolly old man named Frank who kept calling me "dearheart". He reminded me of my Nanu.

he certainly brightened up my day :)

oh oh, I almost forgot! Me and my mom went to the new farmer's market at the old Mervyn's parking lot. It was small, but really nice...we got some amazing raspberries and strawberries along with some white plums, some vegetables, and a bag of whole wheat pita bread.

you should check it out next weekend..they even had fresh kettle corn, a live band, and barbecue!