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So, in light of my depressing self-pitying entry yesterday I have decided to end my short-lived mild depression and do something about the problems n my life.

1. Parents: hard to change...I will try to be more thick skinned and sickly sweet to my sister and my parents and maybe if I always act nice enough they'll leave me the fuck alone.

or I could always resort to physical violence and just fight Anna: Winner gets our parents undying affection.

2. Friends: I am going to hang out with as many people as possible whenver possible...for instance: I have plans to hang out with different people every night this week until saturday!!!! Anyone down to hang out sunday? I also have monday off...perhaps we could have a bbq (weather permitting) ?

3. Stress: I'mm continuing the job hunt today at lunch and after I get home from Jodie's and I am going to talk to my Aunt Kathy for some advice on medical experience that would be good for PA schools.

4. My fat ass: I am going to really stick to my diet and work out like my personal trainer taught me....except even more often!!! Who wants a gym buddy?? I belong to 24hr fitness and I want to go at least 2 days a week for at least an hour plus Im starting a Yoga class at Chabot next wednesday.

Also! I'm gonna be coordinating with Lexi to take walks around lake chabot or the San Leandro Marina hopefully once a week at least...I think it would be nice to get a few of us girls together and just exercise and chit chat...let us know if you are interested!! It'll be fun!!!