you know

for you I'd bleed myself dry.



If you haven't heard Jem's version of Coldplay's "Yellow" you need to. I have it on my myspace...check it: http://www.myspace.com/amykabob

Dear little baby jesus,

please bless me with the money to move out of my parent's house.




i need a change. desperately. I find myself being unhappy here more often than not lately, like no one understands me. I know I can be hard to live with, but not everything that comes out of my mouth is nearly as evil as they imagine. its like no matter what I say or do it gets taken the wrong way, and I know its because I can be hard to live with and I have a short fuse, but still. I'm not a horrible person...even though my own family may think i am from time to time.


PS- going to Yosemite in a couple weeks. One of the most beautiful places in the country...possible even the world.